Dear Dad and nephew

Rindunya dekat baba! In 5 days, it will be 4 years since he left us. Teringat kenangan dengan baba. After i got my driving license, kenangan paling tak boleh lupa i have to wake up as early as 4.00 am untuk siap pergi kerja and hantar baba ke dialysis centre. Baba orang yang tak suka buang masa. His life routine almost the same everyday, wake up early, start his day early. "Early bird get the worm", he said. 

He taught me a lot about life. He never stop fighting. He is the real fighter! I miss you, my hero. Always do ♥

Syimir was diagnosed with cancer. It kills me when i get the news. Sigh.. Second in the family have to battle with that asshole. It was hard at first but Alhamdulillah, I'm better now. Semalam dia start another round of chemo. This lil man is another fighter. Tak pernah mengeluh sekali pun. Umur 13 tahun dah kena tempuh sakit macam ni, belum lagi dengan chemo and all. Bila tanya, jawapan dia tak akan give up. I wish i have that spirit too! Must be from atok .

Bila tengok balik semua dugaan ni, sekarang aku tahu kenapa belum ada rezeki untuk aku. Simply because aku tak cukup kuat untuk semua ni. To be honest, my sister currently in a stage yang doctor sendiri tak tahu whether syimir akan survive or not. Of course we are all hoping he will. haritu dia demam, for cancer patient yang tengah chemo, fever adalah benda yang paling menakutkan sebab antibody diorang tak ada. He can't barely breath at that time. Nasib baik aku baru tahu benda ni, if aku tahu masa tu, mungkin aku paling gelabah and paling emo at that time. 

Dear Adik,

i really hope that you will recover soon. We had a deal, kan? chin up young man. Whatever happen, we will surely reunite soon.

Love,

Aunty.